The time has come....

Well, this is it. It's already November 14th... Most important day of my life, I shall use Law of Attraction this time... I summon you, 700 points~!!! I demand you as a Master of The Universe xD

I started believing in Christ. He really do exist... Thank you God, for guiding me.... Please Help me this time too to take 700 points on my exam.... If so, My dream will be finally true ^^

This is it

My life, the occurence of my dream will be decided on June 6th..... I have to do it, i hace to make it... Please god, please help me to pass this exam! Pleaaase, i beg of you. Thank you so much

...sigh.....

I am indeed mentally tired. Though I am not that much studying ( even though this is the only time I have to give my everything), I am still exhausted.. Why!? Because of this 2 girls, I don't know which one to love. Both of them are interested in me, but i just can't choose. Because of this I am watching too much anime, and too much playing lol..
What the heck are you doing??? WatER!! STUDY!!! THIS IS THE LAST CHANCE....AHHH IF SOMEONE THERE READING MY POSTS DEMAND ME TO STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's been a while..

It's been a while since I last wrote, I have exactly 4 months, indeed.
My last chance, so I have to give out my everything, wish me luck guys!
Just, ..hearing my FFX Soundtrack gave me enough encouragement to move on. xD

Why!?

It seems like there is a conspiracy that makes me feel despair. I always feel depressed even if nothing happened. I no longer afraid of death.
I really don't care if anyone is reading my posts. Just writing and reading what I wrote, makes me feel kinda relieved. It's just that I, why am I still trying to exist?
So much pressure, pressure, pressure, pressure...damn it, life is pointless? Why!? It's like hell, burning eternally,...

Math^_^

Guitar, huh? ^_^

Now that I think about my life, as my mother said, it is really true that I am perfect at nothing. Though I can do many things, I am still not enough to be myself called as perfect. I am still depressed about it, but after many guitarists playing their guitar, it seems like i still have a reason to exist. Why not play guitar and entertain people? Why I can't give them smile? All my life I dreamed of playing Final Fantasy Soundtracks on guitar, that is why from now on I will try my best to fulfill my reason for existence. ^_^