School

I feel like not going to school. I wish it never did exist.
It's not that i hate my class, well but i agree that some of my classmates are dumb-asses, it's just that i hate people who are studying. I always think that they are getting better than me..heh jealousy huh?
I always think that i am smart because i always could catch the lesson without practicing or doing homework. But this damned scholarship is different.
I hate gym though i can swim, play volleyball, and do kendo, it's just that i don't have enough stamina. I always train, but somehow..world is just too cruel on me.
Everyone in my class somehow hates me, i could just feel it. They all think i am some kind of emo or something who sits in the corner doing nothing but talkin to himself. But i am not..It's just that i don't like them, they are just dumb-asses who talk about childish stuffs.
...sigh.... I wish i was born in a middle-age so that i can grab my sword and fight for my life...
Struggling to live huh??